Dreaming the impossible. Maybe?
Hi viewers! My name is Liu JinWei, my last posted was during age 13 and now i am 18. Had studied before in Shuqun Primary School, Jurongville Secondary School, ITE College West, and now currently in ITE College Central. The reason i blog is that some feeling can only be express through type out or write out. Enjoy.

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小鬼 ( 黃鴻升 ) - 不敢太幸福
Found a nice song.

总是有人这麽说
zǒng shì  yǒu rén zhè mó;me shuō
男人像风
nán rén xiàng fēng
抓不住也带不走
zhuā  bù zhù yě dài bù zǒu 
没错是我 在遇见你之前
méi cuò shì wǒ zài  yù jiàn nǐ  zhī qián 
被放逐在人海之中漂流
bèi  fàng zhú zài  rén hǎi zhī zhōng  piāo liú 

你的心像个枕头
nǐ de xīn xiàng gè  zhěn tóu 
让我做梦
ràng wǒ  zuò mèng 
融化了我最硬的寂寞
róng huā liǎo wǒ zuì  yìng de  jì mò 
不管这世界多麽疯狂多失控
bù guǎn zhè  shì jiè duō mó fēng kuáng duō  shī kòng 
有你在身边那些小事情在意什麽
yǒu nǐ zài shēn biān  nà xiē  xiǎo shì qíng  zài yì shén;me 

甚至不敢太幸福 只怕会失去你
shèn zhì bù gǎn tài  xìng fú zhǐ pà huì;kuài  shī qù nǐ 
怀抱绝无仅有的决心因为你
huái bào  jué wú jǐn yǒu dì  jué xīn  yīn wéi;yīn wèi nǐ 
原谅 我这一次如此的任性
yuán liàng wǒ zhè  yī cì  rú cǐ de;dì;dí  rèn xìng 
给我鼓励 全心全意 只想努力
gěi wǒ  gǔ lì quán xīn quán yì zhī;zhǐ xiǎng  nǔ lì 
爱你
ài nǐ 

总是有人这麽说
zǒng shì  yǒu rén zhè mó;me shuō;shuì 
男人像风
nán rén xiàng fēng
抓不住也带不走
zhuā  bù zhù yě dài bù zǒu 
没错是我 在遇见你之前
méi;mò cuò shì wǒ zài  yù jiàn nǐ  zhī qián 
被放逐在人海之中漂流
bèi  fàng zhú zài  rén hǎi zhī zhōng  piāo liú 

你的心像个枕头
nǐ de xīn xiàng gè  zhěn tóu 
让我做梦
ràng wǒ  zuò mèng 
融化了我最硬的寂寞
róng huā le;liǎo;liào wǒ zuì  yìng de  jì mò 
不管这世界多麽疯狂多失控
bù guǎn zhè  shì jiè duō mó;me  fēng kuáng duō  shī kòng
有你在身边那些小事情在意什麽
yǒu nǐ zài shēn biān  nà xiē  xiǎo shì qíng  zài yì shén;shí mó;me 

甚至不敢太幸福 只怕会失去你
shèn zhì bù gǎn tài  xìng fú zhǐ pà huì;kuài  shī qù nǐ 
怀抱绝无仅有的决心因为你
huái bào  jué wú jǐn yǒu dì  jué xīn  yīn wéi;yīn wèi nǐ 
原谅 我这一次如此的任性
yuán liàng wǒ zhè  yī cì  rú cǐ de;dì;dí  rèn xìng 
给我鼓励 全心全意 只想爱你
gěi wǒ  gǔ lì quán xīn quán yì zhī;zhǐ xiǎng ài nǐ 
因为不敢太幸福 所以我更珍惜
yīn wéi;yīn wèi  bù gǎn tài  xìng fú suǒ yǐ wǒ gèng;gēng  zhēn xī 
现在就拥抱彼此 不要再分离
xiàn zài jiù  yōng bào  bǐ cǐ bù yào zài  fēn lí 
请你感受这次 我爱的勇气
qǐng nǐ  gǎn shòu  zhè cì wǒ  ài de  yǒng qì
相不相信 说几万次 也说不腻
xiàng;xiāng  bù xiāng xìn shuō;shuì jǐ;jī wàn cì yě shuō;shuì bù nì 
爱你
ài nǐ 

因为不敢太幸福 所以我更珍惜
yīn wéi;yīn wèi  bù gǎn tài  xìng fú suǒ yǐ wǒ gèng;gēng  zhēn xī 
现在就拥抱彼此 不要再分离
xiàn zài jiù  yōng bào  bǐ cǐ bù yào zài  fēn lí 
请你感受这次 我爱的勇气
qǐng nǐ  gǎn shòu  zhè cì wǒ  ài de  yǒng qì 
相不相信 说几万次 也说不腻
xiàng;xiāng  bù xiāng xìn shuō;shuì jǐ;jī wàn cì yě shuō;shuì bù nì 
爱你
ài nǐ
Tuesday, May 06, 2014



Knowing the true friends.
Exam ended on 14 March. There is chalet on 19,20,21 March. Not gonna talk more about the chalet as it is the most boring chalet ever and there's some conflict between two clique. Sad to say that one of my bro is going to enlist in Monday, 31 March 2014. He had been with me since Primary 6. But still, me and the rest of my bro wish him all the best and good luck to his National Service.



Last photo together before Henry enlist.

Saturday, March 22, 2014



Back to posting again. Just wanna say that those people around me who know what tiring job is ahkang, Teck cheng and zongyan. Why I say this is because ever since  sec 1-2 we had started experience working that pay us damn damn little.

Those jobs are:
Next concept. Salary: less than $10 a day.
Selling ice-cream. Salary: less than $10 a day.
Flyer distributor. Salary: $10 a day sometime lesser.

We work almost full day from morning to night and this is our salary. How pathetic can we be? But after all this job, it is a wonderful memories we can smile about when we think about it. Just saying though. All of them are the closest to me. :)


Sunday, February 02, 2014



Regrets.
Hmm.. How long have it been since I last posted? 5 years. Just a blink of an eye 5 years had passed and I am already 18. A lot of things had happened since the past few years. With million words I couldn't even finish writing. The reason I am posting is because I felt really regret and stupid. During afternoon about 1-2pm, I was playing Dota 2. My mum suddenly brought a plastic bag. Inside was a container with my turtle. She then place it in front of me and told me that she was going to release her. I then told her why do u want to release? She replied that nobody want to take care of her and said do you want to keep her? I replied fine. I will take care. She ignored me and just left the house with silence. I didn't really care as I am too focused with my game. After my game I went to bought CNY clothes with friends and at that time the full of fucking regret feeling just flow into me.

I was thinking:
Is it a good idea to release her? I think as a turtle myself. Would I prefer to go a place with full of friends? Or stay in a smelly toilet for life. My sister then told me. Imagine I am traveling to another country with no relative or nobody you know. Furthermore, she said that when my father put my turtle on the floor, my turtle didn't move but my father push her into the water and she is nowhere to be seen again. When I heard this I burst with full of anger and sad at the same time. I really hate my cruel parents and I know it's funny but, I cried thinking how she is now...

I don't even know whether she is dead or alive, sad or happy. But I can said that I will give up on my dream and give the wishes for my turtle to be happy. I hope she can find someone she love and have a better life. Anyway my turtle is given to me during primary 5 as a present.

I finally know the meaning of 失去才懂得珍惜 and I also realize that my parent did not release a present. They had release a family member of mine.




Saturday, January 25, 2014



super long no post le !!
I am back to post .. Wa .. day past dam dam dam fast .. Exam has already over .. next year sec 3 le .. nid wear long pants .. Super long no post le too lazy to post .. Yesterday Zongyan and teck cheng come to my house .. actually we wanted to go and work .. but no MRT fee haizz . So they went back home .. today Jinkang, Zongyan and teck cheng when to bugis street to buy shorts . Then Jinkang and zongyan went to eat KFC . We take Mrt to jurong east we go IMM walk walk .. after that jinkang company zongyan wait bus .. i company teck cheng take bus .. cuz not same busstop .. After that my father drove i and jinkang go home .
Saturday, November 14, 2009



finally find a jobs le .
Ps all very long no post le .. anyway .. found a job from jian jun .. so today teck cheng and jian jun come my house at 12pm + .. then we play computer about 2pm + then zongyan come my house .. so we must wait about 4.30 pm then we can go to chua chu kang station to meet a person .. Teck cheng and jian jun say that they havent eat their breakfast so teck cheng and jian jun go out and eat first .. they 4pm then come back .. cuz actually me , jin kang , zongyan , teck cheng , jian jun and ming jun are working .. then suddenly ming jun say that he dun wan work .. and we tell the boss that we want six slot .. then we very scared .. cuz we tell boss want 6 slot then suddenly 1 ppl not coming .. So we very pek cek . then we tell the boss say 5 slot .. then everything settle le .. we go there our feeling is like very scary cuz many people .. and keep starring at us .. then nvrmind .. actually we are selling ice cream .. then when the boss give us a trolly and ice cream in a box .. me and zongyan a team .. Jinkang , Jian Jun and Teck Cheng a team . So we go and work .. the selling was hard cuz there also got ppl selling ... the other ppl selling de ice cream is wall 's .. dunno why ppl dun wan buy wall 's .. the costume only buy 1 ice cream from wall 's .. then the costume buy 2 from us .. about 10 pm me and zongyan go back the place we gather and we say that we only sell 2 .. then Jin kang de group havent come back .. then me and zongyan go find them .. we go mac donald drink water .. then we take Mrt go home .. Actually .. Jian Jun and Teck cheng .. i wanted to tell u .. if u are interested to Join our brothers group .. we will welcome you to join cuz i quite like u guys :D
Friday, June 19, 2009



find job wif brothers .
Ps all long time no post le .. anyways .. today philemon and zongyan come to my house and we play computer about 5pm++ we went to philemon house near kopitiam and eat our lunch .. when we eat finish we go and buy newspaper and went to a playground and find jobs .. When we are finding suddenly got 4 malay boy .. all like primary school kids .. they veri naughty we finding job he scared me from behind .. then got 1 boy bring like a sprayer and wanted to sprayer us wif salivar inside .. then philemon take out his slipper and wait him he spray then he whack .. then i say .
Me: Oi boy dun nid scared .. he wont beat u de he scared scared u oni ..
Phil: (Talk in chinese to me) Oi i really will hit de hor
Malay boy: Ltr he hit me .....
Me: Just spray la ..
Malay boy: *SPRAY SPRAY*
Phil: *Whack Whack*
Me: I tell the malay boy he wont hit u he will whack u *laugh luagh*

Me zongyan and jk keep laughing cause philemon whack the malay boy dam dam funny .. we laugh until our stomach veri pain .. then other malay boi keep hiting philemon back .. he keep hit hit then philemon say 1 more time i really hit him liao he tell us ..then the malay boy hit hor philemon use leg to kick his back .. then philemon use newspaper to press on the malay boy wif the sprayer i also veri angry wif the malay boy wif sprayer.. then they go home .. we find until the job and ask we all 2moro go interview .. then we call leonard house and his mummy say that he at sheng siong bball court playing bball .. then we go join him wif tien wee .. we play until night we go home .
Thursday, June 04, 2009



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